Well folks i've finished my bachelors degree. bitter sweet feeling really. i really enjoyed this year here. meeting new ppl and gaining new experiences. Wish it was longer. sometimes wish i could have started from 1st year. (boy, that would have been a party).

Now i just gotta wait for results. (dear universe, pls, let me pass, i realised i said i wanted to go back to sch, but i do not wanna repeat anything. I say again. I DO NOT WANT TO FAIL)

thinking about results scare the living daylights outta me. so we shall move on to a more awesome topic and burry thoughts of results somewhere under the piles of useless information in my mind.

I went to goldcoast again. fun fun fun. and then went to byron bay. did loads of stuff. partied and had a romantic time strolling/rolling along the beach with a new friend in goldcoast. then up to byron we flew, and did all sorts of water sports.

now. i am an adventurous girl. i believe you've gotta try everything once to discover whether you like it anot. i went skydiving an enjoyed it tremendously.

however, from what i gather, i am not a water person. half the time i felt like i was drowning. when the kayaked capsized and the waves went over my head filling my mouth with salty sea water 3 thoughts went throuhg my head:

1. I am going to drown and die
2. Well, you know what, if I do drown, at least i'll die in a really pretty place and perhaps the dolphins will push my body back ashore.
3. Lastly i thought that i should probably stop thinking and starting attempting to save myself.

as u can see, i didnt die. and i went on to kayak with dolphins and excusing the fact that i was terribly nasueated from sea sickness, the remainder of the trip was enjoyable.

the day before i attempted to surf. 'attempted' should give u a clue to how that went. and also went snorkelling, during which again, sea sickenss got the better of me, and out came lunch, dinner, and all my guts.but that was fun while i was not throwing up.

when i came back, we were so sore, that i felt we probably deserved to get right back on another plane and fly to an exotic spa retreat.

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I write something for you every year on the 2nd of july. but i wasnt around this year. if you been watching u saw where i was. ;)dont think for a second i wasnt thinking about you. i think of you everyday babe.everyday. we would have had so much fun if you were still around. i know u've always wanted to be a beach bum, surfer dude,travel the world. i think im kinda doing this all for you in some way. you'll never get your chance so i wanna live for you, it sorta keeps you alive for me.

i love you. i miss you.

Always,
Sabita