Today I gave some poor soul $1.50
Apparently he lost his wallet and therefore was stranded and cant go home.
I did'nt think anyone will bother to cheat people of $1.50 so i just gave it too him
Anyway, if someone is that desperate to cheat people out of $1.50 then by golly just give the guy the $1.50.

my whole block had a blackout. has happened many times before to my block. someone is doing some funny business with the electricity and because of this funny business i was sitting in the dark for over an hour. I wonder how the cave men did it. cant do rj, cant read, cant do anything. i ended up making shadow puppets on the wall. but then again with the electricity prices going up i may just have to learn how to. I'm gonna buy lotsa candles.

and ouh yeah...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUMIMI.

Queensland university has given me a conditional offer....
- 1 year course comencing in july next year
- maximum credits
- bachelor of science, microbiology major

so that's one down, a few left to go.





Don't let people drive you crazy when you know it's within walking distance.

I am stressed out people.

I should go because…

-An automatic support system is set up
-People you know are in close proximity, you are not completely alone
-Plans are all laid out for me; I just have to turn up.
-Bottom line is, it is the most convenient choice.
-Will other universities give the same amount of advance standing? I’ll just have to apply and see.

But do I base my future on convenience? No.

I should not go because…

-For the same amount of money, I could go to a better university
-If I have to live on one meal a day, so be it.
-Millions of people have ventured out alone, without any support, they just plunged themselves into the deep end. If they can, so can you.
-The institution where you get your degree is ultimately the most important thing
-State universities are always more prestigious
-I should think of it as an investment for my future, where money and convenience CANNOT and should not be the main influence
-I could get my degree at Monash 1^st, then switch to another University but will this transition be allowed.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I wish I was 5 again. when everything was decided for me and all i needed to worry about was when i was gonna get back to playing with my lego or dolls or play doh or little pet shop. Probably the only decision I had to make was what to play with first.

But unfortunately, I'm not 5.

Today i have to decide wat to do with the rest of my life.

“No trumpets sound when the important decisions of our life are made. Destiny is made known silently.”

The car is finally here people. K nah. let you see picture. =)
All shinny and brand new.















Until the rainbow burns the stars out of the sky
Until the ocean covers every mountain high
Until the dolphins fly and parrots live at sea
Until we dream of life and life becomes a dream

Until the day is night and night becomes the day
Until the trees and seas just up and fly away
Until the day that eight times eight times eight is four
Until the day that it's the day that I'm no more

About 2 and a half weeks have gone past since school started. I can't say that I am particularly fond of any of my modules at all. The facilitators are mostly alright it’s just the modules. Neurobiology, Biomedical Science, Bioinformatics, cell cycle and structural biology. They are all torturous.

But I’ll just have to grit my teeth and do it all. Have to keep reminding myself it’s the last run. No more seconds tries after this.

The car is coming in tomorrow. The people around me seem to be much more excited than I am and they’re perplexed at my lack of hysteria over the event. I don’t know what it is, you know. Things don’t really excite me that easily. Not that I’m not happy, I am,( I WANT THE CAR) but I’ve never been the jumping- for- joy –and- exclaiming- my -joy –to- the- world kind of girl.

It may sound a little cliché but to be honest, THINGS do not really tickle my fancy, PEOPLE do. I am more inclined to smile about, a gesture, a thought, a kind word. Hence what matters more to me here is that my father actually went out to buy me a car. The car itself, it’s just a bonus.

(Having said that, don’t use that as an excuse not to buy me birthday presents. I WANT THE PRESENTS but i want you to come along with the presents too. HAHAHA.)

Omg. i so dumb. I have just reached a novel level of absent minded-ness. I deserved to be whacked on the head.


don't ask.

GPA is out. I'm not exactly jumping for joy. My GPA has been relatively the same for the last 3 years. Which could be something to be happy about depending how you look at it.

Class allocation is out as well. not much comment there either. Know everyone already. doesnt really make much of a difference anymore.

So Its the last day of holiday and the first day of the last term is looming.
Final stretch.
Lets make it a good one people.